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Name: Dee
Location: Ohio, United States
Birthday: 7/15/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: GOD!! boys,music,soccer,my friends, my car, going dancing ,just being stupid and chillin,the internet,driving around in my car, going swimming, crime watch, really loud music, boys, going to the movies, renting movies,being asked on dates, cuddling, kissing, percussion, talking on the phone,the summer, tanning, and just girly stuff!!!
Expertise: HmMm....making out, kissing, cuddling ,playin the drums, talking on the phone, dancing, making blizzards at my work (DQ) and not much else
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  CLYDE0714
Member Since:
5/25/2005
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| wow its been forever. lets see whats new? umm i got a new job at frisch's in huber heights. its okay. a job is never much fun. i get paid like $2.13 an hour but i make tips and its lovely to take money home at the end of every night that you work. my manager is kinda a dick tho. thats the only bad thing about it. i'm still living in fairborn. my mom put a bid in on a house that we want. i just hope it goes through so we can move back. school is going okay. we got our report cards today and mine was horrible. but i was in the hospital all last week due to the fact that i couldnt keep my food down and kept throwing everything up and dry heaving. it was disgusting. but come to find out i have stomach ulcers (which was why i was throwin up) and i have an infection in my stomach and they put me on a bunch of meds and things are looking up. i've got a new boyfriend. his name is andrew, and i work with him. hes wonderful to me. but there are some issues that need to be worked out. like his ex is making my life hell. she may be pregnant, and well i'm starting to question a lot of things. it just kinda makes me wonder. my mom also has a boyfriend. hes really cool. hes more of a dad to me than my own is. i'm starting to plan stuff for college. it looks like as of right now, i'm gona go to sinclair for a year then transfer outta state. i don't have the money to just jump right into a change like that. but i know that i'm gona go to become a police officer. and after i go to sinclair for a while, then i am going to go to EKU (eastern kentucky university) i'm pretty excited. oh yeah and my furnis( don't know how to spell it) is broke so it is freezing cold in my house right now. i feel like my fingers are gona freeze to the keyboard. LOL but i think i have wrote enough. | | |
| R.I.P. JAMES PAUL WHITE.
THANK YOU!
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| have you ever had one of those days where you just sit down and look at your past and what has become of your life. i took a long hard look the other day. and it made me cry. i'm 17 years old and my own flesh and blood...the one who created me has totally crossed me out of his life, wants nothing to do with me. i live in fairborn....20 minuites from where i go to school. i work at a fast food resturant, which pays me shit and i work my ass off. my car is a p.o.s. and break down more often than it runs good. i'm gaining weight like crazy and what do i have to show for myself......
i gave something so important away to somebody i thought i could trust. when really.... he just used me. took something away from me that i can NEVER get back. no matter how hard i try, how hard i cry, how loud myscreams are, how much i beg.... never. its gone and it meant nothing. and what people don't get is the fact that i can't trust guys anymore. i don't wana be in a relationship. i don't wana be taken for granted again. i wana take it slow. i wana have long talks and know everything about him. i want him to like me and who i am instead of sex and my body.
as far as friends go.... thats one big joke. i'm on the bottom of everyones list. they have someone esle and then when i change for the better....they question my motives. and they were the ones who used to be on my case about doing some of the things i did. i don't get it. school is about to start and i am dreading it. i don't wana go back. i don't wana go back to the teasing and being made fun of. i dont wana go back to having people talk about me while i am in the same room. i don't wana back to feeling like shit all the time. (which is no different from now.) i don't wana back to feeling fragile as soon as i walk in those doors. i just keep telling myself...... its my last year. and i can say see ya bitches. i'm going out of state for college. i don't wana see any of these assholes faces ever again once i leave.
i'm sorry. i'm done.
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| its been forever.....the whole myspace thing has taken over. i don't have a lot to say. just the same old shit just a new day. i'm still single. still living in fairborn and still work at DQ.
GOODNIGHT
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| This weekend was AMAZING! even tho i was so drunk i couldnt stand up, i had a really fun time. Constance and lizzie are so much fun to hang out with. coz we went to paradox and danced and hung out....then off to TP ing houses. then thats where the alcohol came into play. we had a shaving creme fight in out bathing suits are like 1 in the moning! had a few boys over and well........it was fun!  and well things are going pretty damn good right now. my friends are awesome. they are my life right now. then...theres work but hey it gets the bills paid right?? umm the only bad thing is me and my mom arn't agreeing on my "style". she wants me to be something i'm not and its driving me insane. she dosent get it.
Moving on..... Its hot out! school is miserably hot and humid. all i wana do is sleep. but its almost over. just 6 more days left. then i am out of this hell hole! i'm tired. its time to go sleep since i didn't get off the phone until like 1am. and i had to wake up at like 6.
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